A beloved one

Written by: Nirayl Grech

Background Music; [0:00-0:20] - https://www.bensound.com/royalty-free-music/track/once-again

When this happened to me, I felt so hopeless / I did not know exactly what was going on inside my head /

This is not happening / I have been taking so good care of myself / Maybe, it could be that my doctors are wrong / I passed from a horrible truth / I have always wanted a baby so bad in my life / This is not fair / The exact day was Christmas Eve

In the evening I called my doctor / My initial thought was to shout at him / I told him that he could have done much more / It was so hard to hear , but after all, it was the truth /

My mother and my boyfriend were the two most people that helped me / They brought me tears of happiness / My boyfriend was there for me from the beginning till the end of this emotional experience / He provided me lots of love , respect and patience / My mother was also encouraging / After having a roller coaster of emotions, she confided in me what she has gone through /

Insert Better Days [0:00-0:12]- https://www.bensound.com/royalty-free-music/track/better-days

She passed from the same experience / She lost a child like I did ; but her situation was tougher than the one I had / At the age of fifteen her date abused her and as a result she got pregnant / He abandoned her, leaving her to deal with all the problems / My mother lost her child when she was four months pregnant and never told a soul / I was the first person to be told the story /